Life Changes

My Fiance and I split up after 13 years. It was a messy and heartbreaking mess. Mostly my fault. There aren't enough words or apologies to make up for any of it. I made decisions and I suffer from the consequences. Fast forward to 8 months later. I'm in my own apartment. I have a… Continue reading Life Changes

It’s quiet.

It's quiet. Too quiet. It's that type of quiet that you know. The type that is familiar. You thought it passed. Thought it went away, but it didn't. Depression sucks. It's not picky either. It creeps up on the most unsuspecting person and plants itself deep inside your soul. Sometimes you can ignore it. Sometimes… Continue reading It’s quiet.

Noises, Bugs and Nightmares

It's 4am. I'm awake for the 4th night in a row because my almost 7 year old is all of a sudden terrified of literally everything.  She won't sleep all night. She won't sleep without a light (and we talking something bright enough to see from space). She won't play outside for fear of blood… Continue reading Noises, Bugs and Nightmares